Wutain the 3rd time
After the Idigenous Culture Village trip, A-Chung send us to the airport, we managed to take the ealirer fly back to Taipie, she insisted to have a high tea at Sherwood, we arrived Sherwood by 3 pm and continue our conversation until the last call. the conversation finished by 5 pm.This is a win back relationship work, I appreciate her sincere to show her apology the day before, not trying to please me, but to utilize every possible opportunity to make me feel better; when telling her I am so happy because this is the first time I can sense the broken feeling melt in perfect way; there's not a clue of gap in between. actually, I am telling the turth, the truth of my feeling.
The night before, when having dinner at the Dreamer's house - a newly open homestay at Wutai, 7 of us having dinner and talking everything, K. Ching is an old time culture man, he had his opinion in everything , and pose strong commend on the KMT adminstration era back to 60's, maybe I am not in the sense of idenfied the local-alien gesture, I echo and favor his comment, which fire up the topic, and she, without giving my any room, raise her voice and shooting at me, with a bullet of question which I can't handle at once; I can only shut up and play deaf, I am so so upset, why me ? and what do I do wrong? what should I be the scapegoat in such a dinner ? I can tell that at least 2 person in the room smell the frozen air for 5 seconds, althought the topic didn't carry over, but I was deeply hurt, hurt so much.
We continue with a story telling session at Daku's house - my loving place and I am the only person who stay at the art house; taking the break, I told her why she did it to me, she grant me an appology when I show her my innocence, when the second gethering over, before every body went for bed, she turn and say " I am sorry again ", it can't hide from everyone, there must be someone there guest the querrel was coming from lovers fight, they are totally wrong.
I can't sleep well, even thought the house was blessed by God. I woke up by 4:50. washing the coffee cup we left at the table night before, the sky is dark still, and the star shining as before, I climb up to the rainbow bridge outside of the art house, sit down, took out my iPOD, worn the ear phone, watching the star and listening to Neil Zaza - the combination of nature sky and artificial sound. I am not sure if the tie will unfold or not, until today, when we tried out best to bring back the old feeling.
at the culture village, we spend a few house dignosis what went wrong, actually, nothing went wrong. maybe I am to innocent or naive to the nationality gesture, but I don't have a political preference to play against anyone. although she can foresee the problem ahead, but no body knows it will come so quick and so rapid. I can take it, I know, this is one of the reason why we will establish company together.
Bango is a nice perosn, the 2 days gethering bring some itimancy to us, I am glad to see the change from him, when check in the home stay, the first sight of him is seeing the LuKai kids, the first word coming from his mounth is : I should bring some cholocate with me. the sympathy and empthy grow in the following day, he committed to donate a decent aomunt of money to help bring the aboriginal art to next level and to influence on the maga change for next decade, a great CEO with vision.
this is a good trip. met Ted accidentally at the airport and slove a potentical issue, the day before, handlung Synyi restate contract wit C. there's 70% of chance right now. YPO event on Thursday night is a good one, the resource - Linda from S. Afrian is a great speaker, everone is taking value home.
H. Han invited all of LiChum member for lunch at Beijing restaurant in Westin Hotel, a perfect chance to introduct all my good hands with him, by chat or by fortune. Himalaya foundation is a never ending responsiblity to me.
Interviewing with Common Wealth magazine, my first media interview at LiChun, I am doing OK, the angel of " Inspiration from " Life " ' is a good one. I like the way they exercise this interview.
posted by Roger @ 2/25/2006 10:19:00 下午
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