Diary of a CEO

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When seeing the rolling affair of the passed Mr. Koo, the impact was huge, a person will high respect among commercial / political / acdemic field and a person who link the important mission of re-open the dialoge across Taiwan Strait burst out the scandle 6 months after he passed away; I respect Leslie's strong action to handle this case and knows that he get the will to get things done as soon as possible, I recalled the day I pay my mouring to Mr. Koo at the Taiwan Cement Building, the ambience were so elegent, people offering orchid instead of incent, Mr. Koo's picture hanging in the cental of the mouring stadium surrounded by flowers; people respect him and no one dare to shed one stain to him.

Check in Far Eastern Airline counter this morning, I saw master Lee Tai Chaung, a master who cross classical and populare music barrel and become a big shot in Taiwan, about 10 years ago, Lee developed Parkinson dicease, he can't control his body, people said it was recovered, but when saw him this morning, I knew his situration didn't change; his assitant bought him air ticket, then I saw Master Lee laying his hands on the assistant's shouders, he have to face the back of his assistant in order to keep balance; then she ( assistant ) walked one step, wait for him to follow with nimble steps, it seems very move he made will consume the entire energy form his body, so slow and so rigid; I feel sas about him, I don't know why he need to go out , and what's the meaning to attend events which he can't hardly build up interactive reactions; then the aged shodow hit me at my heart , I start to think, when the body decayed , no matter it cause by nature ( Getting old ) or by decease, the inconvience of the body will ultimately suffer one's dignity; because this person will certainly be the man needed help ( to lead, to take care, to lent a hand or shoulder ), and he can't communcate no matter how strong his mind is, if everyone will defenitly follow the same step, let's lend someone a hand now, before we need someone's shoulder latter.

Yang called me by noon when I checked in Howard Plaza KS. She told me the bad news, the test reported indicate that the cancer cell is now transfer to her lower belly - bones; she seems calm , but I can feel this is not the way she is, then she asked if this is OK to drink milk? how to taking care of her body, I asked Sidney for comment, sending him a mail, but Yang's in a hurry, before Sidney reply my mail, she left a SMS to me, I call her up and know hospital asked her to begin the radiation theraphy tomorrow, she didn't know what to do as her doctor is out of town, I called Sidney and be the window to providing her correct information about her situation, what I didn't tell her is according to Sidney's epxerience, her days will be numbered between 6 to 12 months; Sidney suggested to conduct any aggrestive treatment if her body can take it and her energy level is hight, I asked a few question about the Termination Stage and the Peace Rooms.

Went for Shu Hark's " Seven Swords ", I like it, Shu is a great Chinese Martial Director, this is a very long movie, 2 hours and 45 minutes, I don't think the investment will return soon.

Stay overnight at Howard KS, I make a choice to do my own thing today, Tokyo's response with no objection toward our new Chairman's intention of invoving in our diary operation, this make me double upset; if determination it to draw a real line at the bottom of my heart, I will still follow it, but to bais my effort and resouce allocation.

posted by Roger @ 8/03/2005 11:41:00 下午