Diary of a CEO

Do it again and again

I lost 2 blog on last Sunday, that's a recap for the busy week and the experience encounted during the period. I am not sure where I can memories is again. but as the ancien Greek philophoper said : Speak is the trun power, it's for Memory, but writing material if trival, it's for bringing back the old memory.

I can hardly recall what I wrote on Sunday, what left is I am been busy in the intruding of new thing, the task before setting up Side Project. working on varies project related to government, the level of uncertainty is so high, even up till now, I can't be sure what will be paid off and what task we can manage and handle. C. tried very hard to secure information, but information itself doesn't reflect to the project or the business. it's like lost in somewhere and try to picking up the pieces. I am in a midst of nowhere. maybe wife is right, we need an office, for the purpose of settle down, have a central home out of hom , a place people can really stay and leave something there. this is not like in the K-study center, you can't leave your personal belongs, you must take everything out, to wipe our all the know and unknown before any discussion.

Went to the cult movie- NOPOLAN, the fourmla of confrontation in againt the domination, I love it , how German equip with the courage to shooting a film related to a bad history - the trauman in WW2 and how young German hold it's belive of Hitler, - a believe which again humality and the grow ups.... I enjoy it very much.

Today, A little of scaring , for doing nothing in a day, I am worried about nothing to do in the beginning of new company, I must secure a few project before leaving here, the tense is high and there's no way to run. the only game to stay is " Win ".

I am afraid what I think will swallow my confidence - as this is for survial, not for devleoping, I really afraid the pragmatic situation will eat out all the ambitious about enpretrinure, for big heart. I must draft a plan to defend agian. this is the last and only chance in life.

if I can't publish this, then I will be very every angry.

posted by Roger @ 9/19/2005 02:23:00 下午