2006/06/02

My back pain is killing me

It happend too often these days, like the pain will stick to my life after, I wan't feel good before the Bangkok trip, taking some musule relaxation tablet and feeling better, I though it was a temperory sydrome, however, when execercise twice last week, everything went wrong, the pain is getting stronger and stronger, I hardly can stand still. every sit take decent effort to get UP again. and the back bone wasn't stiff , or it keep stiff all the time. I need to do another X ray check up next week, there no time for delay my worsten situation.

a very busy Thurdsay, morning session with Mrs. Chang, with a 50,000 NT consoldent grant, I sat at the cafe waiting for her to come, wearing all black and late for 40 minutes, she was checking the sound system for the memorial Messa on coming Sat. we chat for a little while, I updated her what's the plan in reagard to give the best we can for Peter. a Golden Horse Memorial Ceremorny, A tribute concert and a release of a complilation with his music works. I am not sure what eles I can offer. I am doing what I can. their daugher is kind of naive, she plan to pursue her study aboard, to me, this is a waste of money , under such a circumstance, I don't think the family can support her wish. but What can I say, a chat with Profeeor Chuang and send him the John Williams concert tickets, we talked about the country, we worried about the political situation and we share the same feeling toward the " Relasing Power " of Presiden Chen , he was elected by cititen, should not grand such a power to people other than people's choice, this is a manipulation of power, a game to me. as Tawinese is so mild, there's won't be any rally, riot or demostration to foc