As I planned to be somewhere in the afternoon, so I grab 2 books from my living room and consider reading it after the parent day session. leave the office earlier by noon, I went to the Sub. fastfood restaurat for lunch, when eating the sandwitch, I begin to read the book, the autobiografy of Elisabethe Kubler-Ross titled " A memoir of LIving and Dying ", her story was so compelling, the intro said one thing shocked me 「Life is like go to school, teacher give you a lot of assignment, the more you learn, the more difficulity your assignment will be」; so, I am not as misearable as people who suffer from pain, losing family and dying, I have a lot to learn still; then I follow the story of her life, when it come to the line " What keep a human spirit hight is nothing but " Love " and " Hope ", then I realized wha't lack from my recent feeling, I am lacking love, love is equivellent to passion, I shall love my work, my family, my colleage; I am lacking hope as well, I feel hopeless, for my exising business, for new opportunity and for the private establishment; if there's no hope, there won't be hype; I need to restart my passion -- love of what I am doing, don't forget the meaning of " Love what you do instead of Doing what you do - at the end, you don't have much to choose "; the fire and passion refilled, I am 50% back to normal after reading a few charper of EKS's story.
get on my wife's Verita -- a mini Nissan vicheal, I told her I am half way back to normal. she is happy too, since she don't know what function she can play to cheer me up, she worried about me and worried that my bad situation won't help with communcate with the President of Forest School, I am OK, arrvied 30 minutes earlier than schedule, I change the card CD and play one metal album - from Rob Rock, then I found this person : Rick Renstrom, he is handicaped I think accoriding to the photos on the album, and he plays rock guitar? a person paralized both hand play rock guitar, if this is the case, I don't have any reason to be sorrowed. l listen to the 12 minutes epic and turn to the school.
Everything's fine, Sound had a signifigant improvement , his teacher in living and in study share with us what they observed and proud of this giant step of development, we were happy, prinspal Chu wan's prepared, she used a metaphor wrong and she is not concentrated on our conversation, we were find, the last 10 minutes was the cultivate preaching by her, I nod my head to show her we are following.
We decided no to go to the beach, instead, we approch mountain in Ping Lin, the home town of Taiwaness tea, driving along the mountain road, R. called and we chat over the phone , Y. call and inform me the possible change to bring the missiory tour alive, how intersing , when talking , our park park in front of bigh religious sign which stated : Jesus Love You ; I hope what I am bridgeing won't be in vain.
strolling around, we didn't get off, by 6:00 pm we stop at the Sing Wu road where cluster with mutton shops, take mutton for dinner and then we decided to go for 2 second round movies, I really don't want to go home early; " Meet the Parent " and " Blade 3 " were what we saw last night, I know I am getting back 80% already.
posted by Roger @ 4/27/2005 01:48:00 下午
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