No efficient time to do the house keeping - when moving to new office, I didn't clean the cartoons for weeks; couldn't find my improtant license or paper; developing unbalanced interactive relationship. I need to pick up the peices and put meself together for an organized life.
I am afraid that the saving I have right now couldn't support me to run my own business, when J. called last Friday asked if I can be his creditor ? I didn't think too much but response to him to send the loan application form to me; he is planning to buy a house and use it as our office in the future, this decison made before we set up our company, without mutual understanding, if I agree to be his creditor, what if some financial risk occured, then I will be in deep trouble; calling home seek my wife's opinion, she was so anger and told me how stupid I am, to trust a person I don't even have any corportion or working relationship before; call my insurance representative, she stop me to sign on any paper and told me J. should find someone who's close to him and asked the person to be the creditor. this event bring me to a double of " Forming a company with J. " the trust base become frigile; I don't know if the working relationship can continue or not.
The potential of media company offer attract me when review the postioition qualification, the description reflect to my experience and credit almost 100% mapping; with a 9 billions revenue and 1200 employee, it attracted me to know more,,
Fruit become calm and stable at home on Sunday after the hestetrias emotion on Saturday night; she washed the dish / bowl after mean, not only do it for herself, but to clean the kitchen for the family, this is the first time I witness her change and willing to help, I almost soften my heart , my wife stop me to play mercy so quick, she advise me we need to observe her change for a longer period, if the change can't be found and last for a while, she will never understand how the parental - kids relationship should be.
I woke up before the alarm ring me for 3 weeks already, I am not sure what bring me to this early woke up situation, the qality of sleeping seems OK, but less and less, I lie on bed and have deep / sweet dreams.
I am a bit mess, this is why I tried to balance myself by writing, writing blog, writing 100 songs, writing all the staff.
Tha aftermath of Golden Award Nominee is rolling out, starting from Sunday, entertainment news covered the story wider and deeper, some artsit speak out also, as this is a Judge vs Product session, the voice can only be heard, but there's no way to change the taste judge developed for decade. on every term, the judge panel will consist one third of veteren, two third of the judge were newly invited, the mix of new-old blood produced the nonimation list after 2 months of home work.
The 16th Golden Melody Award in Kaoshung should be a fun event. I need to prepare what to say..............
posted by Roger @ 4/18/2005 07:48:00 上午
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