Diary of a CEO

I am not only have the Monday blue, but a depress feeling for quite a long time, my wife told me this depression hit me since 2 weeks ago, when I told her the CTS opportunity is like a castle in the air, then the J.'s creditor coincident occured, these unhappy situation build the chain of reaction which stuck me in a deep blue for 2 weeks.

I don't know how to crawl back to the ground and see the light again, my mood impact on people surrounded by me already, no wonder Chai asked me if I am alright? after the managers' meeting in the early morning.

Losing focus and losing passion is a terrible disaster to me, the moral level is so low that I hardly encourger people who worked with me. my wife noticed my woresten situation and urge me to bring back the original me, this is hard and I havn't figure out how to overcome this long and wide sorrow.

Need someone to talk to ? I told me wife I should call Mr. Chu and provide my symphthy for his losing daugher, but , as I am not in a good shape, can I perform properly and to comfort someone who's in deep sorrow ? my wife told me why not ? maybe this is a mutual treatment and a sharing of depression, this may be a good gruoup therophy, but this time, just two of us.

push myself to conduct an ISP revitalization urgent meeting, as the net increase is declined and we may face an consective 2 month negtive growth in the ISP market, I really worried about the market and our company status, come up with the agenda and go over it with directors, I hope they fully understand the situation and provide me the counter plan to overcome this risk ahead of us.

posted by Roger @ 4/25/2005 11:44:00 下午