Not a shot, but Heartache
The devleopment of side project hit another big rock last night; before going detail, I would like to quote what I see this morning , it said:「『Life』is what happend exclude inyour plan」, this is so true, you plan everything and then what happend beyoud your imagination is what we called " Live ".Met with Ben for lunch after the great " Ond day role swap " session conduction by CRM ( our call center ), I asked how to handle C. as the future shareholder and how to make everything fair to the game. there's 3 rules for inviting new investor - with book value ( this is the worst thing ), par value ( this is a fair-favore situation ) and premium value ( this is the increamental situation to purly money injection ), some special stock can be arranged to faove the new investor as well. I think I got the answer already and happily deliver the " See you and share " message to C. she is trapped in the governmental issus again and fail to meet up.
C. called by 10:30 pm last night, I explained to her the situation and express my feeling toward how to handle Kororo, I am not sure if my explaniantion win her turst, but there's a reluctant of par value invitaion, as I can sense it. I am feeling so bad, to partner and to drop from current jobare 2 things. Maybe I am too naive to mix it up and orally express my intention of leave to A. and the determination is depending on working together as partner in near future with C. How come when the difficult decision made, it seem she will pull away ? share my inner feeling with wife, she share the same and said this is the worst day in my life - well, I am not sure, what can be sure is I should re-consider how to be my own and work my own way. you can't really counting on someone else.
Too many alternative before, when consolidate them and firming go my own way, then the incidental thing happy, I have to walk alone, but what bothers? do my own thing, try my own way and be my own boss.
C. called in the morning, there are too much unspoken feelings. I invited her for a house keeping gathering after the seminar tomorrow. this is an open endling to everything. I am fine, I am really fine.
What a day.
posted by Roger @ 9/23/2005 11:07:00 上午
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