It's Suana again
When S. called and asked I I will attend Rose's wedding tonight, I was in the middle of the MIB judge session, I thought he wish to fullfill his commitment of bringing the " Agreement " over, then I called my wife to pick me up by 9:30 pm, as I will not able to go over the details with him, since I should wait for Chairman HC' further confirmation.The sudden surpirse is he express his possible of leaving the airline and thinking about where the change will impact on the online travelling agency and the potential pros and cons to my decision, I didn't aware of the context of this prelude untile I degisted his word when degisted my meal at the wedding banquest. then I realized he is not prepared to recurit me or in a more profound way - to access my career to his platform, the development of my feeling getting worst, because I am too heavily counting on others' words instead of action. " God helps those who help themselves " how funny I quoted it from the man I dislike, S. who said it to us last Friday when attending our monthly closing meeting.
Met a lot of old friend at the wedding, Rose launch a grand scale wedding, I had a question in mind, why arranged such a big wedding the second time ? then I answered it myself, that's beacuse she want to treat it the first and only wedding she admitted. I am not questioning any good or perfect wedding arrangement, but I only know who produced unforgetable memory will be obliged to keep it permenment, as no one will forget what you tried to impress and you will never forgive yourself if thing dosen't work out in the end.
Some long lost friends - well, sore of, approching me, greeting with hi and hey, they wish to continue or devleoping the relationship in a company level, I can tell what they see me is a " S.... " man instead of Roger - the person. well, this also reflect to the cruel world, you can only trust yourself.
Spending half day at The Wall for the Music In Business final judging, I love the way young man showcase themself with music and the ideas , this is the first time I saw a more complete way of hanlding youth business devleopment approach and I admire the master mind behind the campaign. 9 groups performing and 9 team manage, young helping young is a brilliant idea, but creativity is never an idea or imgination, it's a task of working hard to turn your light bulb a shining fire and keep the fire burning always. my advise to the NYC is to build a reward system after to be sure these team can establish for one year or more.
I had an emotion to write her a letter and share with her what happen today.
There's picture in my mind when receiving Yang's message, she mentioned the musical tickets is under her pillow, she treat it as the warmest medicine helping her through the tought kimotherapthy, the picture of her is a patient lying on bad suffering from the cancer, however, I can see her smile in her face and the snow-white pillow and the tickets insides. this is at least what I can do to support a good friend. a very strong comparison to Wu's son, who always take advange of my good friendship with his father, call and asked for free tickets. and the tickets were what I bought for him. whey parent spoilied their kid this way, I don't know why?
Last Saturady, control my desire, a family night market trip to Keelung, then go to the movie with my wife " lord of war ", the night before we went for another one , can't remember its English title, the 2 films dealing with one global issue : How the rich squeeze the poor by using their political and commercial power, one is the arm dealer , the other is phamachedical company, war in Africa and sick in Africa create enormous opportunity for risk taker, especially for those don't have a good heart. I understand movie sometimes will dramatize the story, but this is a perfect education for us. 3 billions of current population suffer from diary living, with less than 2 US dollar to support, it will ultimatly bringing us destruction.
as I told Sound why not buying Nike and the story of sweat labor - the kid labor, he told my wife he will not buying andy Nike product anymore. maybe I am right about a little, but I should follow with what I know and what I see.
posted by Roger @ 10/23/2005 11:21:00 下午
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