2005/10/11

Eating Holiday

For the past few days, the only contribution I did for my body is gaining weight, I don't know why, but when having meal with Martin, I can't stop but finish every rice in front of me, this put me to a 70 KG limit, as I told myself stop eating too much, claim back a better body, I should not break the owl again and again. but what else can we do, when suggest to go somewhere, then we found out he's been there with me before, it seems like Taipie is a very boring city now.

Yesterday, doing nothing, bought an ipod nano last week, the design is so gourouge, so I tried to connected it with the iTune service, I suppose to install songs to my iTune librery, however, the lazy bone keep me at the coath, do nothing, waiting for the meal rining bell.

What shocked me yesterday was when watching the news, the NCC law cause the dispute between Ruling Party and those opposite parties; then I recalled what Chairman said to me, there's a chace that he will be assigned to the Head of NCC in order to cease the fire between parities, in such a case, do I need or have the chance to join the Telecom Giant, I didn't think much last week until yesterday, the devleopment of NCC probabely will limited to a few candidate to head this critical postition, what if Chairman been appointed, then I should erase one of the career opportunity from the list, this sudden impact turn me and my wife's mood down , she even thought of noting buying the mutton pot -- a very basic and instict reaction to an unpleasant feeling, well, I am not sure, but when you think hard and go into the only direction, it's not easy to pull yourself out of the tramp, let's wait and see.

But for the last month, my schedule is not in order, when checking my PDA, I knew it immediately, the " To Do " list is not complete on time, items of to do's reduced and not middle plan in the calendar, this is not a productive way to live you life, as I should not wasting my life, I should live everyday meaningful.

Again, I should call back my intepretation for " Determination " : Drawing a hard line in the bottom of my heart.

Sleep at home for long hours, but it seems I am not recoverd from the stay up nights. C. flew out to Canada, I should picking up the pieces and finish the 10 pages of strategy paper.