My 17th Wedding Aniversally
This might be the unforgatable one, as I am feeling very depressed in the morning of 28th, I decided to cancel all the meeting and appointment, calling my wife at home, asked her accompany me for the wedding aniversally and explained to her I am feeling bad this morning, even I wrote my blog and stated what she advised me the night before, but the depress just can't go away, I need to take half day break before I go insane; this is the strong message urge me to call the day off.in the morning, fixing organization chart and inform division director about the change, the chemical reaction were not spread yet, they only obsorb this message, but not in the mood to digest what's going on, as this transition to K. for business P/L responsibility is a dramatic change happened in a few days, it may bring some shock to them, but I feel much better and someone will take the responsibilty for the company and K. seems to enjoy it very much. to show my sincere gratitude, I offer him the COO office which were partly renovated as Chairman's office, he is quick also, not only take it for granted but pull out his wish list of new Head of EG, a guy from HK who he worked before, although the cost of hiring him is higher than in Taipei, but it the pay off is the itimacy and skill, then I should not be the rock in the middle of the road, especially in this bumble road. when deliver the short message to most of the director and direct report, I am kind of concider wrote me a letter of " Time to say Good-bye ", maybe such a physical change in the working environment will force me to look forward without hesitating in doing my own thing.
Leaving office by 1:00 pm, met up with my wife at her health club, she's been swimming for like 5 years with my perk, the valid date is 2007, my family still enjoy another 2 years of benefit as long as we pay the monthly due. ( 5000 NT ), I am hungry for the Cantonese sauage, so, buy on lunch box in the neighberhood and eat in the car, I brough 10 rock CD with me, another tool to relief me from the depress - Rock and Metal music, wife want to have a Starbuck coffee before our Northern Coastline Tour - I want to see the sea, feel the blue and get rid of my blue. this time, we are absolutely right , take Freeway Number one, exit at RuinFeng and access to the Northern Coast Highway, the Rock Music and The Rock mountain with the blue sea, we feel much better, wife told me the worst scenario is to savfe half a millions for running a noodle house - we can still making a living, but can't seed the mind of retiring. we visit GaungLiao, Auodi , Fulong and on our way back, having a seafood dinner as our anniverally feast.
I love my wife, when I told her I am not in the mood of doing anything, I am lost somewhere and no motivation of creativity, she response with : It doesn't matter to get lost for a day, do nothing is fine for the day, you just follow your heart. My true love, again , perform as my bias supporter.
The concept of releasing books togetrher with Professor Chung or to create a Reading Society one in a month with the big shot and utilize the event a media / publishing vehical may benefit for me as well. how about " What Elite Read for the month and why ? " I may leverage from that.
Today, no matter how bad my situation is, I need to provide my professional expertise and to do the presentation in a way. so, beat it.
posted by Roger @ 9/29/2005 08:27:00 上午
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