Lunch
Being depressed for very long, last week, try to pick up the pieces and prepare the New Forum Retreat material, taking JWW's car to Chiao-shi, no one enjoy the hot spring, but value the session spending longer then before, time honor those who willing to share, this is a perfect example of give and take, I didn't talk much, but at the ciger break - a long break for male members, I listen and learn, from those who are younger than me, but climing higher than me. young talent see the world better than me, they are fighter a even firece world, but to surving the game, they must commit and contribute more.weekend for family issue, my sister encountered with a family issue and stay at my house, she had the affair doubt with my brother in law for quite many times. she don't feel any respect and appreciation from her husband, well, to us, without obtaining information from both side, agreed most of my sister, since we do witness the behaviors of him , and the observation prove that he is not a person will think about others -- I mean faimly.
Fruit developed a very bad habit, showing no respect for her parent, dishonest is what we hate, but she didn't change her bad habit, when asked her to change bad behavior or habit, less than 10 minutes, she will come out with bad mouth slang, the terrible slang you won't belive coming from a girl, your daughter, we are so disappointed. last Sunday, when having lunch with the family and my sister, she burst out her emotion and challange us again, I made one mistake which is to tease her, this is my faught, I can't tease someone who don't have the DNA of humor in her, by the time she should leave for the school bus, without saying a word, without asking for my wife's assistant, she walked out the door by herself, we decided to follow her until saw her check in the school bus, we drove to the bus stop 20 minutes after she leave, when seeing her laughting out loud and playing around with her schoolmate, buying junk food at conviniecne store, without knowing parents' worry and concers, our hear broke, we called her teacher 3 times, finally , her teach response by 10 pm. I always doubt about the passive attitude of her teacher, since Fruit block our communication with her teacher, and never share her school life, examination score or difficuly in domitory, we are blind in her life now, whenever we tried to communicate, the pay off is fight or querrle, we need her teacher's help, but we don't have the confidence that this is a teach with passion and responsibility. at least, we make an appointment to see her at school tomorrow moring, if thing can't turn right, we decided to transfer her back to public school, and rent a house outside, to keep close eye on her and to prevent some of the misconducting happen to her.
Angkor Wok meeting with Bengo the 4th times, being in a transaction for too long, I don't have confidence to insist on my opinion, I don't know what went wrong, but I feel that next year will be my last year with YPO, you know, who don't have a platform for more than 2 years, no one will treat you as before, and I don't like this feeling, it will only give me more frustration. I am not the type of person, the morning session ended on time. then I joint another seesion in the evening, an Educationa Committe session, saw Diana in a much closer way, she is a nice girl, a celebrity but quite friendly to chat.
lunch with Sylvia an Sean - the couple friend of Celine then turn to be my fried also, I am surprised to know that C. didn't reveal her divorce with them, even today, when the first hello is asking about her husband and when to have the first baby, her face turn red, the idea of team up Sean and heading for the " Public Coach " business direction may suit my style, I don't know, need to find a better time for digesting.
Y. send an mail for breakfast tomorrow, So-net old friend's greeting,,, I am not holding too much illusion, grown up for past 11 months. today, we find out that lack of sales , we can move nowhere, the role play and responsibity will keep we moving no where. identify a few names to be our free lance sales rep. hopefully, it will lead us to a better connection.
wife don't have good mood for a very long time, try to please her , back home early and brought her to the second run movie, Brian De Palmer is a great director, I love his style of directing since highschool, his work never let me know.
Should be good night tonight, tried very hard to bring back normal life, this morning, do my first exercise in 2 months, swimming at Regent, woke up and leave wife in bad, if woke her up and wait for her to drive me, my energy will gone, I am glad I did it. it a hard way.
posted by Roger @ 11/21/2006 11:36:00 下午
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