Diary of a CEO

The short message

C. didn't receive my short message sent from Huilang on Thusday, she was at London and could not access to the message. my impluse of sending it wasn't successfully delivered. a coincedent; the impluse erose when riding the bicycle along the coast way, It seems like I am walking on the same path she's been before, my message demostrate how I manage to capture the scent she left at OLA Hotel. I told her in person when having the lunch at the Bread Restaurant.

we never find a time to close our dinner as we never knowing when to stop. too many to share, too many to reveal and too many to relief; she told me that she is a virgo - same birth sign as my beloved; I paraphased and probe with a " you were born in last Aug. or early Sep. ", she response with : " I was born on Sep. 3rd, - the soliders' day, you sent me a card on my birthday when I was 18 years old , you forget to remember it ", I was shocked, not by my ignoring of her birthday, but he memory of keeping the card I send 15 years ago.

our lunch ended with a " this is the fate bring us togerther somewhere, we are meant to do something together in life ", I am afraid if I pouring too much, once it over flowed, how to bring it back. I don't know, this is the combination of everything.

Music Festival is a renassiance to her - bringing back the natur or inner herself, Huilien alone gave me the same revitaliztion. she told me 16 years ago, how she tried to understand the spirit of " Woodstock " and she finally make it a few days ago. the owner of the bakery is a painter, she love the had C. wore, she bought it from London....

Henry came for a coffee and for only one thing : he dislike J. the turth is they don't impress each other. never mind, I am not take side now and will not take it forever. this is not my point and I almost falling asleep when listening to his comments in lot of things - he repeat himself for the same topic for too many times. I really tired of his high flying balls.

Re-do the organiation chart, I will annouce it next Monday right after COO make his departure speech - he told me it will be very brief. I do not want to leave any room for ambiguity or speculation. the new organization chart is to show everyone that I am in charge and everything gonna be alright.

Monthly gathering meeting this morning, I present 2 private awards for employee who manage to get susbribers within June. we called it Member Get Member program, my assitant, E. she is such a great person, without delay or fail any of her duty, managed to get 22 new subs sign up with our servcice, I am impressed and touched. I gave her a sepcial award even she is not the winner of the champaign, I respect people who tried their best to show there talent -- I value they so much.

Went home earlier than usual, this is probabely my first night home in regular time - before 7 pm when I made the " Determination Decleartion " , it's been almost one month, I seldom go home having dinner with my family, I do it tonight, we ate at one local caffeteria and we enjoy the rare moment together. during the dinner, I read a few page of the book " Double Live " cited from Gide: " if you don't have the courage to serch the unseen seashore, you will never discover the new land " very inspiring and very turth.

posted by Roger @ 7/01/2005 10:19:00 下午