Diary of a CEO

Losing Focus

I guess I am losing focus on business operation today, as I miss one thing and forget another; didn't pay decent effort or concentrate on my sharp point. this absent minded situation wasn't a good sign to me. I MUST concentrate and be focus on what I am doing.

Think is over and think it hard : Doing the Right thing Right at the First Time. if I can't deliver the quality, then I am losing my capability to lead this company - or drive my own destiny.

Filpping on the mangers' meeting, as I request to review the re-budget by 10:30 am, all the mangers reported speeding, this is not a quality performance, we rush to catch the next time line and forget to keep the result in good condition. the worst thing is , we finished the first meeting one time, but we fail to begin the second meeting on time, when I walked in the room for re-budget, the figures doesn't support our rationale, aggrestive and conservative version shows the same NIBT, there must be something wrong with the number caculation, this is a Big Bug, I am really furstrated about the bad quality they present to me. how can I deliver a good presentation on time and what should be prepare before hand. when thinking about the Planner. it cause me hestiate again, I wondering how many slide I must re-do by myself.

Yang send me message and told me her reaction toward the Raidation Theraphy, the reaction it strong, I feel sad about her and sending her word of courage, this is by far I can do and I don't know what other best method I can bring to her.

The fighting between direcotor may erupt any time, when I told them to mingue to one team, build the project base with direct report line, moving office to sit together, I know this is a hard task, but if I don't do it, then the company will never get second chance to survive this serious situation. I am laughting, loud , so loud, in the month of Ghost, anything can happen.

Wife get a car accident, she called me by noon and release her uncomfortable, I sent her my sorrow and call her call to follow her feeling nust now, it OK, no body's injured and no one's hurt, a compensation maybe. treat it positviely and be good to yourself.

Do the right thing right at the first time. can't escape from my role and my job and my everything. how people see me make me today. don't disappoint anyone, especially , yourself.

posted by Roger @ 8/22/2005 02:49:00 下午