Harold turn to a human to me
A Saint and most puriest gentelman turn to an ordinary person to me; however, he win my respect as usual. the only difference is that I can sense a normal human in him. walked down the stair of untouchable figure, now I feel easy to share, and in some degree, knows that I can contribute and perform some complimentary role, this is a pay off, for me to fly freely whenever needed.Grace W. asked 10 millions low interest and long term loan, to him this is unthinkable request, to me, this is kind of soft kidnap, I volunteer to slove this difficulty for him, this is the first time I witness his panic in his eyes. it bring down some holy feelings.
Fan need more low interest monetary support, He direct her to me and even spoke to me before Fan had a chace to disclose and discuss to me, my role bridge a lend and to raise / borrow money for her, this is really beyond my imagination, not to mention my capability to perform, as he never want to owe anyone favor these years, to my limit understanding, why asked me to reach my slim associations and to owe someone who I hardly build relationship with? I don't know why, I can only think in positive diretion, I was using as a firewall to keep face to his friends. yes, I am.
Another intepretation is my intimacy with him is getting stronger and stronger, he can feel no presure or distance to share true feeling in front of me, a person with strong dignity can be so relax with me, I should be very proud... the power of positive thinking.
return from the second round movie " The Good Shapard " I like the way American intepreter how the smart and elite become CIA top. and the balance between patriact, family, love . yes, I get lot of fun following the story.
posted by Roger @ 5/15/2007 11:06:00 下午
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