2004/08/07

I should find myself a goal now, since the passing of thesis and graduation from the EMBA program, I am a little bit lost, fooling around in my diary life, Thanks God there's a charity project " Life " which keep me focused for a period of time, but for the business direction and my where about, I seems to easy on me, too lay back and did't pulling myself up to an aggrestive attitude.

sitting in the office, if there's no scheduled meeting, then I might spending time browsing through the web, doing nothing but interactively initative my dialoge with computer, this is truely a waste of time; no plan on hand, no plan to be planned, remember one of the themes develolped when in the seminar " If you fail to plan, your are planning to fail ", plan is important, but it seems planing is to fill you time, fill your schedule and to fill your life, wondering around, doing nothing won't be a gaol, but to enjoy lesiour time is an luxury moment in the competitive world.

I need a plan, a project. a goal or a dream cause I am an orginized person, I could not stand the status of " Nothing to do " or " Doing nothing ", invovling in the diray business operation is kind of far away, thinking of the business for the furture is not a realistic way since we may think of the exit plan in a few month; finding a new future is no what I can control, PBS is a passive participant, consulting for government is only provide your insight through outside, as a high ranking executive, the position you requried in the future won't be listed in classified ad or internert job market such at 104; you can only wait, and the longer you wait, the furstatorer you are, so , you need a goal, to find a goal or to bulid a goal.

reading take up much of my time these days, this is another insturment to fill the time, I am not saying reading is not a constructive way in life, but spending decent time in reading won't make you a great executive ? again, this is a mentality of " working ", you need to spending decent time and energy in the meeting room, with a lot of peopel, reading tons of paper and letting others know that you are making varies important decisions ..... is this the world of executive ?

reflection to my diary life should be an important part in my diary writing, not to record which movie I went and who I met, a true confession to yourself means somthing, I must confess that I lost the goal setting desire and don't know which way to go, this is the sorrow of a soon to be gone CEO.

posted by Roger @ 8/07/2004 07:37:00 上午

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