2006/12/29

A bad night

although the grand mother from the movie : Tso Her's grandma told me never bring sad mood at night, providing the situration last night, it's hard to stick on her advise. wait until dawn and the sorrow will go away.

it came all from the financial situation, I share with my wife we should stop using her sister's house-keeping service after Chinese New Year, she declined to response for so many times, I asked why, finally she mentioned something about my mother, who accuse her to encourge me to go my own way, to be an entreprunure. if we relief her sister's role, my mother will simply awar of our seriouse financial situation, they the accusation may come even fieries, I share her opinion, but told her we must facing the situation before us. if not, then we don't have any chance to stay at the house or bring back any confidence.

then I realized the tuition of Sound and Fruit may in trouble after Chinese New Year, yes, the first time agian. we are running of cash. my wife is so mad about my over-spending before when we were still have saving, I don't know if there's a chance that good life will come back, but to get used to the humble life and be confidence to our future is so difficult, this is what I should learn. a hard lesson to digest.

The product development session this morning is great, Jae and Celine were valuable assest to our company, indeed.

Andrew called to share his care about me and my business, I don't know if this is a good intention, but to preapre a business plan of our own is critical to any potential investor. this is what I should do right now.