2006/12/12

Don't worry, be happy

Be happy is a serious lesson to take, when reading the headline yesterday, I was so depressed. it mentioned a family of 6, 5 of the members suicide by jumping from a tall brige, the worst part is, they committed suicided in 2 terms, first, father brought daught jump 4 months ago, yesterday, mother took another 2 boy to go with them at the same site. the reason: debt and jobless, I really afraid that the fortune will come to me... this is a big shadow in my heart when AJ asked me to return the financial arrangement all in a sudden. company is running out of cash, we don't have spare money to suppor both my family and the company, I have no concrede idea of how to walk the road. I am a bit of losing. so, how to be happy and reducing my worries? this is a great lesson to take in the coming months.

M. help to consolidate my insurance, by borrowing from them, I finally put together the amount to be return to aj. at the same time, I am playing to reclaim the Fon related fees occured, if there's no way to be friend. I should not bear any liability in cash, this is a simple rule, I owe to nobody, and no one owe me. I don't know how much is it, but at this moment of time, saving one dollar is one dollar.

Still need to come out with the finance plan before Jan. otherwise, the cash issue will narrow my vision and not allow me to see any prosperity ahead.

jae on board today, a mix feeling come to me, I should be happy with a reporting expert join me, but I am worry about the current business can't leverage his expertise and the salary increase is another borden to us.