The third trip, first day in Angkor Wat
The glory or nightmare of chairing the YPO couple outing come to reality today, I didn't get much of the sleep yesterday, not because of the preparation or packing, but to get a deep thought of how to follow my heart and terminate a relationship with on of my Forum member, he asked for the money, the return of the borrowing in a short massage, I was in a meeting with BWCD, to build the connection in working on CHT CSR consulting project, this noize almost suffociate me. yes, if I was not learned for the past 11 months, I may not be survining of the mood now, really, I am thinking should I file the report about the money I spend on his project, and to deduct from the borrowing, I think I should do it , because without value this relationship, I should be clever enough to be an independent man, and even come up with an installation refund scheme, with interest of course, I have no hatered in such a bad bad thing, but to carefully examine the road ahead of csr Community and myself, I can no longer keep me in a free-style of working, should be concentrated on every thing I do and to save every dollar I can, this is turlly important, call M. to check my fininacial status, I have no idea what will it be, hopefully, the learning will bring me to next level. surely, I doCeline arragne lunch with Mr. Lee Chang Cha - the top 10 outstanding talent in ROC and a model of SMC in Taiwan, he is kindly to invite Day to join us, Day is another role model in the entreprunurhship, the advise they gave is value to what I am doing now, YPOer can't really help me, Day have no answer to my question, but to told me the answer in me is the real voice, whether I belive it or it will not come ture. Lee said - establishing your own business, become an entreprenure is a marathon, a marathon without destination, you can only runing, keep runing, changing and facing all the challenge, they are generally engough to accept our invitation become advisor of csr Community, we defenitely need them to guide us, really.
to smooth the unbalacne mood, I asked wife out earlier for the movie De Je Vu yesterday, to wipe out the bad mood. I growed, and I should be strong enough to prepare for the harder challenge. today in the airplane, Charles - the headliner who'be been accused of bribery First Lady with a diamond watch, also a friend of me sharing a very deep breath to other attendee, I am not in the conversation, but he share some of the life lesson which impress me. golden rules are 5, I can only memories a few of them, such as : Lower your expetation; No comparison;
Get up 5 in the moring, the bio clock force me to wake up for the mission, be the team leader to guild the couple outing. arrived at CKS by 6:00 am, check and count all the attendee and flew them over to Angkor Wak, we are lucky, there's no rain for the First site - Taperon temple visit, Bengo is great in detail and presentaion, but he got mad when the tour guild didn't follow his insturcting when leading all the mentor to the traditional market, he really mad. well, a professionisam and a man who make and changer decision all the time, he want every detail to be presented perfectly and be apprecieted ( I thought )
Eugeia is doing great, she helps both Bengo and me a lot, julia, the assistant Bengo bring to La Paix didn't contribute much - according to Eugenia. I should say a big thanks to her on the closing party.
we are going to have dinner at Viroth, hope it will be a wonderful night also.
posted by Roger @ 12/07/2006 07:27:00 下午
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