2003/10/14

Walking in the office in the early morning on Monday, I saw the postcard lying on my desk, it's a beautiful beach, Turing around, the message you send is so real, this is a honeymoon postcard you send from a small town somewhere in Spain, I gaze at the picture and digest the word between the line, your smart can be detected by the simply wording, your endless feeling I can grasp in the air, it seems the flesh in Spain spread on me, it seems the journey in Spain is not limited to 2 person, somewhere in your heart, a tiny space, I am accompanied. a new beginning or a reconnection to the past, physically, I am growing mature, in other word, growing old, I don't really know how to keep my body and soul the same way people look at me; I shock by a few comments about my aging, although I always telling people " Young at heart " and keep it as my principal , but physically, I can't escape from the changing of skull, skin, muscle; the coincident is the day you wrote and send the card happen to be my wedding anniversary, I was spend the day in Tsai-ling with my wife in a bad hotel. the honeymoon trip shall be fun, Spain is a beautiful place to forget Taiwan. a new beginning, a reconnection to the past.

Wen Song is my primary school classmate, thanks for Amos's hard working, we met each other in the Starbucks at NKSP, It wasn't a pleasant encountering, he changed, change a lot, change to a person or personality I don't in found of, we don't really talked about the childhood memory, sharing the current status won't be a ideal way to reconnect the old memory, I don't know, people change, I will change. maybe from other people's eyes. I changed dramatically then anyone else; Amos is a man of good heart, I shall try to find him a job , securing him living’s don't know either.

Learning Bluecat is not a big hit in China give me second thought about the co-op with them, I trust people and the thing they said, I shall check what they said before trust them, relationship narrow the gap, but as a CEO of a company, you may develop trouble or additional work for your people, this is totally wrong. I shall review what I did and change the way I review thing.

Met with Michael for lunch create another chance to be associated with China Telecom, building a bridge or platform for me in China shall be an obvious goal this year, building personal brand and reputation by publishing, then consulting on a few major project, deliver a few good speech. this is what I need to design.

Matchstick Man is a good movie, Nicolas Gage is a great actor, as my wife said, his performance will lead you to the scene and make you feel your are in the story, a very compelling story, crock is the skin, human touch is the body of the movie; City of God is a good one as well, I finished the DVD on Sunday , the director who was famous for " Central Station " again telling a very impressive story, kids from Rio, javelin delinquent.

we tried a local sea food restaurant in the neighborhood, the restaurant is recommended on varies Food guild, so, we decided to go on Sunday, we ordered a live fish, hair crab, it was delicious but expensive, I check the Aquarian and ask the owner price for one black fish ( sea coupler ), when I get the answer of 2,000 NT plus, I am a little be shocked, so expensive to taste the fish in the suburb of town. after meal, we drove to city zoo enjoy the great desert -- TCBY yogurt.

spend decent time to discuss how to educate Fruit, the problem between mother and daughter is worsen, some of the message coming out of her mother is without thinking and become negative, I am afraid the teenager will abandon her school, her house and passively look at her life ahead, to be parent, we shall provide the shelter for our kids before they go independent , by law it's 18 to 20, by love they will never be apart, I spend decent time convince my wife to change her attitude and mentality, try to accept and embraces Fruit no matter how awful she is now. no matter what, she can't survive by her own, can't live by her own; I do wish the change can come two way, mother and daughter can be better off then.

posted by Roger @ 10/14/2003 07:37:00 上午