Diary of a CEO

Feeling a little bit depressed yesterday and this morning, I don't know why, trying to find out the reason, maybe this is because one of the obstacle have been moved -- the MBA degree, maybe this is a phycological trauma after reviwing the documentary " Life ", and maybe I am a little bit lost in finding my next goal or career, as C. mentioned, I am the person always finding obstacles in life and trying to overcome it, I may need to identify next big stone and to exercise on it.

S. Company didn't keey their promise delivering the final peering price / policy to me, when chasing the outcome, it was an disappointement answer, this is like stuching in the same place; Jean called a complained about the agency fees might be cut due to E.'s information, E' is too straight forward , this is why I need to be the bridge in between, Jean it too concern about the interest, but they don't have a history before, no trust base, eveything detail have to bindling with contract, agreement or a person they trust in between.

Typhoon didn't hit Taiwan directly, as it slow down and the Central Weather Bueaur didn't forecast its whereabout, I am in the middle of " shall I cancel or postpone my family trip " I really really want to take this long weekend, not only for the kids, but for myself as well, if the airplane can fly on scheudle, I shall take the trip without hesitation.

Ping pong team will call a day off on coming Sat. it give me room to drive to Bali with my wife, to see a old friend and telling him my current sitatioand and share my milestone with him, this decision make me feel much better.

last night, when telling my wife the depression coming over me, I made one assuption is because we didn't celebrate my passing oral test on Monday evening ( cause I went for exercise as ususal ), we make an appointment to celebrate tonight, hopefully, the lost direction will fade away and I will re-assemble myself to next challenge.

posted by Roger @ 7/01/2004 10:20:00 上午