2004/11/05

The bad dream ( it didn't hollow like nightmare ) hit me again last night; my brain didn't stop working late last night, it affect my sleeping quality and may invite all the bad dreams; this time, I saw a surgery procedure , a veteran artist laying on the surgery table all naked, the doctor is performing an orgin remove procedure to cut off the infected cancer cell, it grows on her lower body near the belly, maybe the paralization procedure didn't take place properly, when the doctor slice the belly, I saw the artist hold on her fist and scratch to the white shit covered the operation table, I can't hear any sound from the dream, I guess she must be screaming; the doctor rapiderly remove the organ and took it out of her body, there are audience surround the operation table other than me, everyone watched the performance and saw the removed part of the body, then I woke up........ After offer the incent to the ancenstor table on the top floor, I wall up to the study room and check one English book, I began to read, havn't been practice my speaking for months, tonges is not as flexiable as before, by reading an English book paraphase by paraphase, I gain back the accurate prononcation lillte by little;

The diet program Doctor Si. prescribed works well for me, I lost at least 4 kilogram for less than 3 weeks, 4 of EMBA classmate gathered for dinner last night, Si was one of them, he pull out his PDA and check the BMI index for me, I am reduce to 25.6 now, only 1.6 higher than the normal range, according to him -- the normal range is from 18 to 24, I may need another month to keep me in the health range, I am happy this goal approaching in progress; last night, Ja. picked the restaurant -- the famous old Shanghainese restaurant -- Silver Wings, after he order the food, I added the crispe duck for everyone, a gourment combination, we talk and eat and share, P. didn't talk much last night, Si. prepare gift for everyone, the sourvernier he brough back from Prage , I received 2 CD from him.

My brain can't stop working, the voice interupt me is " where this is a right choice to seat on the second place ? " although nothing confirmed yet, but it bothered me a lot; the cost of trading off with second in charge is too huge, unless there's no other options, otherwise, I really don't want to hide behind, this isn't me.

posted by Roger @ 11/05/2004 08:29:00 上午

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