2005/10/06

Part 2

I was stopped by a sudden unfinished job and discontinue what I planned to write yesterday, finished my assignment for IYT by 6:30 pm, rush to attend Student Parent Committe at Shanshia -- I was appointed as the representative from Fruit's class; no to my surprise, this is the committe of donation, your title decided your amount of donation... I have to swallow it.

On my way to the school, calling FA manager for her sickness, she replied with a " I was asked to conduct operation right now ", I didn't response but told her I will called her back by 9:30 pm, I reconnected with her and understand a tumor in her lower belly developed to 3-4 meters already, the instinct told me this is no good, I can feel that she is strong, but I am feeling so sad, how come those hard working lady who I knew must suffer from this ? the latest development is her surgury for removing the tumor will take place 3 in the afternoon; I will pray for her.

The dramatic development of my career after is an interesting thing, S. called and asked if there's chance to join EZfly, again, I turn down his offer and asked if consultant fit what he need, I can smell that this is not what he expected. going home after the Sushi dinner, share with my wife that " Consultant is not a skill ", her voice echoing to me all night long, the follow day, had a chance to meet with C. asked about her opinion, we come up with a " What not both join EZfly " and leaving Side project in silent status, working on Kororo's surving and study the Torusim Industry at the same time. it seems a relief to me, after our first project celebration lunch at MOGA, I called my wife, she said if C. is planning to come with me, then she feels secured.

as Typhoon terminate our Forum retreat, Call S. for a second thogut about join EZfly, he seems exciting until we met and I did provide what I got from current position, well, when it come to deal, people do grow their concerned, I didn't asked, but wait for his reposne in days, but my heart told me, this is a gamble in choice 2 things : one is next career, two is next boss; I should be very prudent ande careful.

Follow the dinner with S. I worked overnight for IYT presentation, coming with 4 version and sacrifice my sleep for many days, this is the experience I didn't regain for quite a long time.

The another dramatic thing happy, invited by CHAIRMAN of dominate Telecom company for breakfast, this is our regular and friendly meeting, in the middle of the breakfast, he asked me a serious question, and seek if I am possible to join the company as VP in charge of new busienss, another good surprise.

I had it discussed with wife , she had no response but expressed that this is a good way to regain my confidence. discussed with C. that night and seeking her comment, well, we may go and join together, I follow my heart with sending him a SMS, a quick response from and we set up a lunch appointment tomorrow. but when going home , when diliver the message of : I would like to follow Mr.... " my wife pour ice water on my head and said : how emotional you are to response him so fast ? what make you losing your mind in rational thinking ? well, I am feel like a very lousy person, it take me another few hours to recover -- and I am working on the prentation file even in such a worst situation.

Invite T. - another Japanese expatriate for lunch, this is an invitation without prior notice, as I feel he is in trouble with ECmall business, so I would like to get the whole picture. What I am good to know is the target setting between 2 experiate remain in line, but to stick on NIBT or inject more resource , these 2 person hold differenct opinion. as they worked in HK for almost a year, I tried to know how the Japanese working and sharing different diretion. nevermind, this should leave to them.

J. will stay, with a easy mind, I am fine with the decison he made, share with C. about the confidence and direction issue, she teach me a lot, I will write the Oct. CEO Chat in positive matter. no matter how long I will stay.

2005/10/05

Hello Again

It's been a week since I posted my last blog, I don't even aware that I drop such a routine for this long? must be too busy in other things, indeed, this is the week of BUSY:

Sep.28, to celebrate my wedding anniversly with wife, then I begin to work on the presentation file for ITY - the first project we assigned from NYC. A Side project's project; the feeling is wired, it's been too long for me to dive in the execution process and handling all the details by myself, and it's been a long time since I dream of " Dead Line " or " Stay up late for preparinng the proposal " it all come to me at once, i don't know if this is a fortune or a trial; but with C.'s initative, I must perform this duty without complain.

I give up exercise, give up rest,and even giving up sleep. for a man of 45, I understand the recovering time is longer than I can image. sleppless nights for the presentation, as this is a Natioanl Level of English presentation, i must digest tone of information before coming up with the paper. opps, i forget to attach with the Key message. I got to go now.