Here comes the Sun
Yesterday, I spent 2 hours for couching with C. she wasn't in good shape for months, back to Oct. I introduce her 2 of my best friends who are doctors to help her deal with the depression and sleeping problem, but the situation develop to a worsten stage. I tried to reach her for several times, she didn't response in time, however, she went to see one of the doctor and we met yesterday at her office.
We share in a Forum protocal, she dreams about the free life after solve all the problems in business, being a successful entrepenure for 25 years, now she decided to give up, return to basic, she is hunger for the peace in mind. I can fully understand her situation, but to counter with her dream, I disclose my way of being self-employeed for almost a year, what I see and what I faced., I told her what keep her being so successful is the charism within, this is how make her a leader in her industry and be number one for several years.
everyings come to me, CTS, So-net, Mr. Han and CHT open the doors at the same time for me, I am not racing with time, but to wait for the final fate, which come first and which suit me best wasn't what I can control, I do wish to continue my career and entrepurhsership with Mr. Han, this is my ultmate wish, but nobody know the situation ahead will bring me where.
Go competition
Accompany Sound to a Go ( Japanese chass game ) competition at Banchiao today, he've been dreaming about it for weeks. at his current degree -13, he is able to get some result. we guess. he developed the habit of Go from a Japanese animation, but not lasting for long, until last summer, Sound's mother put him on the intense course, his interest in Go grows significantly.
on the way to the venue - Banchial Multicipal Stadium, we took an unpleasant trip, the taxi driver is so bad, his attitude really made us sick, first he forget to press the meter, than he decided to go the express way without knowing which exit to get off, third is he have no idea where the venue is, keep asking people for help, I was so mad about him , the worst came to the stop, when the meter show the total of 395 nt, I gave him a thousand dolloar bill and waiting for the change, he only return with 600, I asked for the additional 5 dollas as I am not appreciate his service, he said no and reply with a later press to the staring meter, I was mad but didn't want to create more troblem , especially when Sound's with me.
the Go have 5 gamer for each player , total participant today up to 1600 kids, to counting in the family who bring kids, the stadium was packed. Sound is not concentrate on chasing, sitting on the audience seat, I observed how he play with other player, after his turn, he will look around other player , but not concentrate on his own game, this is why he lost in the 3 games. 4 win, 1 lose win himself the first medal for the Go learning, ranking number 7 at his team range.
on our way back - it's around 4 in the evening, I asked when do we join the competiton, he mentioned that it was 2 or 3 years ago, and I stop him for playing the entire games. he told me I asked him not to finish the game and promise him a PDA game instead, I didn't know he recal the detail so vividly, so, this means a lot to him, I should never break the promise with kid.
Friut is getting better, her mother find a way to communicate with, and told me that the more time she stayed with her daugher, to more she found her a stranger, we are not spending enoung time with Fruit.
a long and clare communication with wife about my career situation and to share the concern in me, today, the living standard have been calculated by my wife, I need at least 200,000 NT per month to keep the family for basic living, not a easy one. need to find a way out, not to talking to oneself, but to consult and seeking advise from friend around.
The book " The dragon syndicate " help me through the Go game, a book taking back the time of Chinese Trided history - the mafia of China, to knon half history and half legend story of Chinese underground world is interesting, yes.
