2005/04/16

S. called twice and push me to take the consultancy role in finding a position / nithc in EZfly, I don't know how to turn it down, as my time is now fully occupied, but he asked if the contact with S. is a no breach condition, I have to be honest with him. Need to squeeze time for it again.

YPO event for introducing DV and DC ( DSC ), day chair came to my office for the pre-rehearsal, I forget almost all the element in the power point file, the document was prepared by Kao, I did tried to understand it and asked one of our expert to help me, but it seems I am an idot to the photo taking, I don't know how to present it well , need to pick up my basic knowledg over the weekend.

breakfast with Lillian is a great one, I set a very early appointment - 7:30 am with her, this was due to another important meeting - confirmation for the Golden Meloday Award nominess, the breakfast was scheduled before her departure for The States, we both want to help Martin conducting the missionary tour, the practical issue is whether to do it in church, the reasonable cost and expense and the people / instition involved. this time, no one ask me to pray, I will simply forward the suggestion to Martin. the conversation between us cross to the mutual friend we had - Ted, the Christian Music VP who I met twice in Taipei and once in Nashville; we discussed the possibilty to bring new / mordern Christian music to the mass audience. this is fun too.

The final confirmation of Golden Meloday Awards nominee took us less then an hour, we took a group photo with the newly on board Chief of GIO; less then half of the judge want to walk on the red carpet before the award ceremony on May 28; the list will be annouced late this afternoon, I am looking forward to varies of critiszn in the newspaper tomorrow.

Go to Jump boy with Sound and wife after work, I am pretty tired, since this is requested by wife, so I stimulate my spirit and went for this dramatic documentary, the director telling the story of his brother, a gymaist coach in Yilan who once was a gymist and now turn to be the coach, the story is associated among 7 young sportsman and the coach and how they win the national gymaist tournament; very touching.

Wife is not happy when we return home, she compained why she have to attend the soical event with the wives of YPOer, especially it became an obiliagation with Forum members' family, I have no object and tell her not to go, but she said there's no proper dress to go with, I response again with : you don't need to go, and she want to...... finally, we settle it in peace with a hug - initatie by me........ always.

2005/04/14

Lost contact with C. for the week, I feel stranged, tried call her mobile duing the break of Golden Meloday award judge discussion ; the voice mail shows that the number is no longer in service, this keep me wondering for a while, she had the record of disappearing for long time, years and months, we were lucky to be reconnected and keep the each other posted for year, but it happend today, I am wondering why. send her a mail instead, hope she's alright, at least, by Sat. I will find out what's going on.

A very long GM panel meeting today, the meeting ended 2 hours longer then the scheduled, but this is good, every dicision made shall have a well round / in depth discussion; indie and mainstream have a big fight today, it's a 50 - 50 situation, tomorrow afternoon. GIO will announce the nominee and we will feel the presure coming over.

Before the discussion, I informed all the attendee the importance of nomination, I raised a question to 22 judges by simply asked : why almost all the important award, when nominee annonced, every candidate will say " to be nominee is indeed a recognition ", so I preach to all the judge to follow 3 prinspal : The width ( a market view point ), the depth ( the artistic view point ) and warmth ( the meida reactions ) and advise everyone is the nonimee list wan't satisfy all the related industry and entilty, we will be accused for 43 days, if we come out with a decent list, then even by the final judging day, when the winner annonce, we may only be challenged for a day. I am not sure how my wording influence people, but I honestly told them, I am here to influence you and have you to digest what I said.

Following is the mataphor happened today : Let's pray and seek the light from Lord; pray for the missionary tour came to enlighten, pray for all the expensed requried for the trip will be secured soon.... how can I think this is funny? everyone said this is lead by the God and no one wish to bear the cost ? I am only the bridge and messanger and I am not the owner of this tour. tomorrow, I will see the person from Singapore and then mail M. about the situration developed here.

An early morning breakfast with J. another executive recruiting comapany head, I made this appiontment in the early morning just for saving my time for work. Howard Plaza education center next to Taiwan University. for a couple minutes of converstaion, we both understand the profile of this company didn't suit me. we change our subject and tried to know each other more; yes, I can do almost anything in China, but this is a loose focus to the hunter, as they see the candidate - job market itself is competative also, talent competle each other for getting the job; well, on our last few minutes of converstion, I told him : I am prepared to see him, but not preparing to go anywhere.

strangely enought, by 10:30 am, another recuriting company called and seek my interested in running another media company ( then I discovered this is a cable TV ) as CEO... How come when singing the extending contract , all the opportunity come to alive?

Lucky, I identified the driver for me and satisfied with his response to me question of : the most important thing for executive driver : Safety, on time, and confidenciality. he will be on board next Wed.

Replace a new car at affiliate company also, new car exchange with old car and with a very good price.

2005/04/12

Participating on the PTS multi-channel development meeting with othe commitee member and first tier mangers in PTS; My participation was request by Chairman and invited by the committe chief Professor Chuang. I did a few homework and come up with a presentation file. I enjoy what I digested.

The meeting telling me a turth that PTS may not be the governing party for future Public Media Gruoup, which mean CTS may not under the supervison of PTS and my future appointment will not be realized then; even everything go with the plan , the scheduled change board of director / management won't be exercised in another years; this finding gave me a different perspect about my future; I should then prepare my own agenda on top of the PTS career design.

I love the sentence : We analyzing the past, but design for the future; a farewell lunch at Golden Top sharks fin restaurant for I. he will return to Tokyo by 23rd, a great support and helper in realized our operation in Taiwan; change of director of our company really let me feel a great lost.

Chair the forum meeting today at the AV Gallary; I prepared some good water to entertain our brothers, Dr. Fan gave us a forum training, the very interesting part is the " Communication starter ", a technic to initative an around the table discussion in a deep sence, the first question is: if you met the almighty, what's the request you will raise? second one is : I pretend ( as this is too strong to Chinese, we suggested Dr. Fan to change it to I thought.... );

Took over the operation of the company dump a hugh workload to me; I shall change my paradigm and learn how to embrace the change and to reconnect myself to the detail operation; but long hours of working will somehow drive me to the edge. I hope I can grow directors quicker and to pick up the business operation in short term.

My wife prepare the snack and food for Forum, she never fail anyone in preparing gourious good, everyone's happy and surprise with her cooking ... this is another value I can bring to the forum.

2005/04/11

H. called around 9 pm while we had a quarrel with Sound, he raised his temper again, ignoring others feeling and sensitive about any word his parent delivered; the eruptiion of his temper turned us to think more, if he can't change his character, we see the misfit forturne ahead of him, we feel pity about his character , but can do nothing, changing take place not but others' force, but come from one's self-dicovery. Forest shool provide him a shelter, we are not sure if torelence is the good way to accommodate his bad temper, if this is the only solution, once he gradulate from the school, how can he accept the world outside and how can he take more pressure toward him?

H. called because of my message before, J. told me the other day that H.- my old time colleage develope a cancer and been through a very touch kimotheraphy; I was shocked then, this is the 4th or 5th colleage who suffer from cancer; H. worked with me some 6 years ago, when COCO renew her artist contract with us, I promise her to set up label for her and to take care of her career, she was hot then, every accommodation we did were to please her and her family, the label EPIC - is , so to speak, a slaver department to satisified her dreams in artistic development and stardam dream. the label didn't grow well as we only focus on handling / pleasing one super artist, then he was replaced with disappointment....

We met once at the airport, he seems like the old days, a very light greeting then, he called , I am happy to see that he if fine with his current situation and star working again, I am suprised to know he is the man behind the successful story of " 12 girls band " and wish him all the best.

A. send me a mail mentioned that she got an offer in Taichung , near her hometown, I am happy to learn it also, initatially, I wish to establish one company for her, now she make up her own mind, the update will continue and I wish her all the bes.

Y. send SMS on the agreeable date : 10th of evey month at 7:45 am, another cancer patient who is my primary school classmate, the greeting from her always with positive mood, this is what we call the value -- a positive impact to a thing or man.

2005/04/10

complete reading the book " The Corporation ", I was shocked by the fact revealed by the author, to have a better understanding, I bough the documentary film from Amazon, the DVD arrived last week, I watch it with the English subtitle this morning, and I love the story and how it presented it. how can a private company can manipulate to buy natural resource such as water from the under-development countries and claimed its right is a rude way? ....

C. called and explanied why he can't join the culture trip on coming Sunday, it ruin my day, as the platform build is a " Youth ' view point of how to soliciate both foreign and domestic teenage to appricaite and associate with typical Taiwan forklord and art in a quality approach, he is an idea person to represent the foreign opinion, without his attendance, I lost a arm to convice this is a good combination of elite summit. the subsititution may be M. but I didn't call him yet, as I am not in the mood to consider him an idea person now. and I don't want him to think himself as a back up person also.