returning office early afternoon after the 2 days direct shop visit, we took S. car headed south yesterday moring, on the way down, we visit shops at Chung-li , Shing Tu, Taichung, Chang-Hwa, Tainai, Ping Tong, Kaoching and stay over at K. Shung Howard Plaza; following morning, we stop at Tainan shop and ended at the airport of Tainai.
revisit the shop and to feel the business of ISP, I was shocked about the lose, non-focus and mis-concentration of ISP product / marketing / promotion leak, we are facing the saturation of market, if we can't catch up with the retention , the churing of subscriber will throw a big stone in our operation, I shall pay full attention to bring back the momentum of ISP business, it is our current life blood, we can't affort to lost the foundation and fountain of revenue.
returning office and check the mail, the quarrel and shooting between 2 senior managers make me feel bad, the emotion erosed will only cause barrier for future communication, there's no way to produce the juice of hamoney or the shared value and goal. once the moat is created, it is difficult to bridge, if you are subjective to the issue, the histroy of unpleasnat encounter and hurdle will never lead to a rationale discussion, I feel bad, summon S. to my office and explanined to her why this kind of communcition won't do good to an organization and explained to her my involvement to this quarel will noe benefinet to any party. mature and senior managers of the company should never perform such a infant action; even the situation presented show unfair situation.
published the CEO chat when returning to office, I sent a warning notice to all the employee and advise everyone there's no victory laspe nor slow responsive time zone, we have to overcome all the obstacle in once and to perform all the tasks at once, I know it's hard but we have to do it quick, time is not on our side.
Went for Sahala with wife, we've been 2 more week from watching movie, I really want to sit in the theater tonight, even I am late for home, but we managed to see it before midnight, I didn't falling asleep, my wife didn't like it so much, to me this is purly entertaining and you don't need to think, simply follow the screen and relax, this is exactly what I need now.
I need to have a clear mind rethinking about the goal, value and future ahead of me. a liqudation of mess is essential at this moment; I need to reconnected to my original heart and to think it hard what I really want and what I really need?
a assessment of my heart, my value and my future will calm down my tremble heart, my heart is floating somewhere, I can't find a place to dock and can't search the light house.
I need time to digest , to slow down, to think and writing down what's on hand, I need to prioritize all the hot issues and I need to think deep, think hard and thinking over and over, then the value may come, my life will regain.
F. on board, a driver settle part of my life, now, I can better adjust my time and schedule, I can think and doing my things when communicate wherever.
Stop communicate with Fruit for 3 days, she must found the lesson is valued, to me , it is, I want to take a rest during the weekend, but I don't want to bring kids out without a good itimacy.
I recall the forum training weeks ago, when Dr. Fan bring the game of " Starter " the first question is : If there's an almight in front of you, what will you asked it for ? the around the table discussion is varity, I am the last person to deliver, my answer is Free: Free from the financial burdon, free from the contrain in time and work. why I hungry for Freedom ? because I am scared, I am scared of losing something - job, health, a very honset situation facing the mirrow, I need to do more and a 360 degree assessment / audition to myself.
Where is the voice inside ? the division development wan's smooth, confrontation all over the place, no hamony and no sign of working hand in hand, the company must generate a single and focus " Goal " to share and to value again, how change take place and impact people? how e should take all the challenge and treat it as a growth engine? I even lost the feeling of writing now CEO chat to them , Why? do I lost my goal as well?
as a presenter to another YPO event " The grown up's toy " a topic covered Digital Camera nd Digital Video; I counting my figures and find this the the 4th time I am in charge of YPO event within one year of membership. thanks for my luck, I didn't make so much mistake and thanks for my colleages' support, the program went smoothly also.
Met with C. for lunch, this is a first consulation session to design my company, I gain a lot of experience and I shall follow it accordinly.
K's girl friend sending another mail explained the worthen situation, this is a nighmare and I don't want to get involved.
Calling Martin by 11 pm. he is furstrated by the sudden change of the missionary tour and asked me to confirm the final decision by Y.Kwang, then we talked about the holding company and I can sense that he is not happy either. why I tried to help my friend and it turn out to be a disaster to me?
this is a combined feeling of joy and pain; Monday morning, we keep the panality prinspal and didn't say a word to Fruit, sending Sound to the Human Centric Foundation - the parent body of Forest School; this week, a week of swimming training, we have to send and pick up our kid diary, Monday is the first day we do it. Sound told us there might be a classmate who will stay with us for the rest of the week, a little bit surprise, but we were OK, as we have fill the form of willing to accept student during the swimming training week.
I didn't feel well on Monday morning, I feel low and encouted with depress, I decided to go home after the long Monday morning meeting. before leaving the office, my mission was to hosting 2 activity, a recongnition lunch with top 2 call center agent -- a tradition we built for recongize top call center agent on quaterly basis; I learnt a great deal by having the quartely lunch with them, they are the people who closed to our customer and and really hear the voice of them, and those top agent can also reveal their voice to me, as they win the honor, they are so called the best employee of the company, I pay full attention to what they expressed each time.
coffee before heading home, I invited S. for coffee, she joined us for about 3 months and consider to leave by end of May, what cause this happen, the unhappy private issue, according to her superior, her boy friend is seeing someone behind her, this make her sad and eager to leave the land of unhappy, she is a great asset to us, I told her to join us after her short term study in Japan.
picking up Sound at eh foundation and found there's a little girl who said to her teacher that she will stay at our house, well, what Sound told us was nothing but the turth, although this good surprise ruin our Movie session, I am happy to host the dinner in front of 3 kids. to take this opportunity, we had a window of peace with Fruit, however, the peaceful feeling were gone after dinner, I withdraw my feeling towards Fruit, she need more time to digest the good from wrong.
open my mail late at Monday evening, K.'s girl friend who is curretly working in our company sending me an email addree the point of K's regination from the company , she mentioned this unpleasant departure cause K' a great lost in applying the out of job social allowance and on behalf of K. she is asking any compensation ? when reading the mail, I was so mad, show it to my wife, we both agree to send K. money he requested no matter whether he is qualified to get it or not and terminate the relationship afterward; my wife is much determined than anyone and insist to do it the following day. I did it , and she withdraw 220000 NT from our band account, the money from our own pocket means the end of the relationship betweeh K. and us.
Kwang Ting is the name of the little girl, this is her second night with us, living in Kaoshung, a new member in Forest school. so independant , and I notice that she is in fond of Sound, what an interesting " Melody Fair ", this is why I called it the combine joy and pain.
I don't have good mood in anything, tomorrow as the presentor, I hate to do it but have to accept it, the YPO event presenter............
H. came for lunch last Friday, this is a lunch with hind purpose, I can easily discovered his intention, but slow down my path and having him to talk first, he is running out of money but in the cross road to developing the nenotech skin care product; China is the market he's been thinking next; when he told me to share my Shanghai office, I declined , the instinct told me I can't do it, especially this is not my own office. the last hind side was discovered when we finished our lunch, he need money to travel this week. my bank card wasn't performing then, so I asked him to come back on Monday.I treat it as the skin care product down payment for my wife, she enjoy this nanotech, Chinese madicine flavored skin care product.
Life in a little bit mess; a lot of on-hand issues remain open, some are cause by too many task to perform, some are cause by the uncertainty of developing my own career, some are due to the lazy and escaping problem mentality; when these gesture crossed, my life turn misiable.No efficient time to do the house keeping - when moving to new office, I didn't clean the cartoons for weeks; couldn't find my improtant license or paper; developing unbalanced interactive relationship. I need to pick up the peices and put meself together for an organized life.I am afraid that the saving I have right now couldn't support me to run my own business, when J. called last Friday asked if I can be his creditor ? I didn't think too much but response to him to send the loan application form to me; he is planning to buy a house and use it as our office in the future, this decison made before we set up our company, without mutual understanding, if I agree to be his creditor, what if some financial risk occured, then I will be in deep trouble; calling home seek my wife's opinion, she was so anger and told me how stupid I am, to trust a person I don't even have any corportion or working relationship before; call my insurance representative, she stop me to sign on any paper and told me J. should find someone who's close to him and asked the person to be the creditor. this event bring me to a double of " Forming a company with J. " the trust base become frigile; I don't know if the working relationship can continue or not.The potential of media company offer attract me when review the postioition qualification, the description reflect to my experience and credit almost 100% mapping; with a 9 billions revenue and 1200 employee, it attracted me to know more,,Fruit become calm and stable at home on Sunday after the hestetrias emotion on Saturday night; she washed the dish / bowl after mean, not only do it for herself, but to clean the kitchen for the family, this is the first time I witness her change and willing to help, I almost soften my heart , my wife stop me to play mercy so quick, she advise me we need to observe her change for a longer period, if the change can't be found and last for a while, she will never understand how the parental - kids relationship should be.I woke up before the alarm ring me for 3 weeks already, I am not sure what bring me to this early woke up situation, the qality of sleeping seems OK, but less and less, I lie on bed and have deep / sweet dreams.I am a bit mess, this is why I tried to balance myself by writing, writing blog, writing 100 songs, writing all the staff.Tha aftermath of Golden Award Nominee is rolling out, starting from Sunday, entertainment news covered the story wider and deeper, some artsit speak out also, as this is a Judge vs Product session, the voice can only be heard, but there's no way to change the taste judge developed for decade. on every term, the judge panel will consist one third of veteren, two third of the judge were newly invited, the mix of new-old blood produced the nonimation list after 2 months of home work.The 16th Golden Melody Award in Kaoshung should be a fun event. I need to prepare what to say..............
I can't find my ID, I need it urgently as my bank card wan not performing, I asked the service center, they told me the magnet card might be damaged already, I needed cash, to replace a new card, I need my ID, my ignorance to the personal belongings and important certificate will cause me big problem someday.
Bring the Commision chief of National Youth Commission to Hwa Tao Yao today, we had a good time, Yu Ping did a great job, within 30 minutes, she make every one impressed about the point she make and it broader the view of minister of the current administration. Professor Chuang accompany with us, they brough the little boy with them, he keep them busy and sometime, distract our topic, nevemind, this is the process of growth.
